Random Thoughts.

This is my first blog. I just wanted to start out but stating the obvious. And secondly it is 9:30pm and I have to be up at 4:30am. Thanksgiving break really fucked up my sleep schedule. But due to other things that happened over break, I was given a sudden burst of energy to start reducing the clutter in my room. I threw away tons of pointless shit that I kept over the years because that's what I do. I threw away like 200 photos, but not before ripping them into tiny pieces as if to say, 'glad you're no longer apart of my life and fuck you'. If you've never tried it you should..ripping up photos is a great way to let out your anger. I do it from time to time when I come across an old photo that really isn't very significant and I don't much care for the stupid bitch in it with me. It's a great stress reducer. I also threw away a lot of crap from high school, like papers from English class that I thought I should keep even though they weren't very good. I mean, I didn't throw them all away, I did keep quite a few. I also realized, while cleaning my room, that I have way too many notebooks and journals filled with writing I have done over the years. I don't understand why I kept buying more and more when I am yet to even fill one entire journal/notebook. I think I have at least 10 of them, some half filled, some a few pages written in.. Maybe someone day I will actually fill one.. just like someday I will actually finish a tube of chapstick before losing it. I also stumbled across an old bucket list that I had written..it wasn't dated but I think it was probably from my first year of college? So that would have been like 2008 or 2009. Let me just say, I had a pathetic life back then. Some of the things on my bucket list were pretty lame..not that if I made one today the items would be a lot more exciting but I still think it would have been better than that one. I am currently also typing this blog using google chrome rather than internet explorer, and one thing that I really like is that google chrome puts that red squiggly line underneath your misspelled words. Internet explorer doesn't do that, or at least mine doesn't. But I really like it because I am a terrible speller and it helps me sound a little more intelligent since I won't end up with stupid spelling mistakes. I only have 3 more weeks of school until my finals. I am so ready for Christmas break, and then to start my final semester of college. And something awesome that I just figured out today, in March when I have my spring break I will actually get nearly two weeks off! Because the week before spring break I only have to go to school on Monday, which means I do not have school until Monday two weeks following that Monday. It is pretty awesome, and it makes me really want to actually go somewhere for spring break but too bad I have nearly $2000 in expenses for all of the tests and licensing exams that I have to in March and April. That doesn't exactly leave me with much extra cash. But oh well, after I finish school and graduate I will go on to the real world and hopefully become very rich.. Apparently starting wages right out of school are around $25-$28 an hour. Which means...a lot of money by the end of a week. Well, I desperately need to get some sleep...which for me means taking a sleeping pill and hoping for a restful night.